moody me

03:27am
and, i am still up cos of the usual insomnia-which i think i've been suffering since the first day of the longest holidays ever. oh oh insomnia has been such a good friend-has NOT! accompanying me through the nights WHEREAS i'm supposed to be travelling around the world, dreaming away on my fluffy pillow.

(now playing: stevie hoang-the one)

hmm today was kinda gloomy. the fact that i've been such an itchbay as a daughter to my parents for no clear reasons. i've been ignoring them to what they got to say. been putting on frowns whenever they tell me to do this and that, and just acting with an annoying behaviour which even annoyed myself. i feel bad, i feel guilty and so sorry, and i deeply regret what i've done. idk why i've been acting like this but i'm just hoping that it won't continue tomorrow. i'm sorry but it's just me these couple of days. been moody and very tempremental all of a sudden.
i deeply apologize :'(

so then theres shocking news about a friend and another friend of mine. thought they were mature enough to deal with their matters alone and handle it well, but voila! just made it even worse, great job guys! rrrr -.- come on it's 2009, don't act like innocents and act like you don't know what's going on. face whats in front of you and don't pretend like it's all gonna be ok- cos it's not. grow up! (dw hopefully it's not you haha)

fuuiih, enough of the anger. i think insomnia has headed back to it's cage *yawning* and i think i'll have my earphones on and some easing songs tuned on till i get up again.
next 6 songs on shuffle
● brian mcknight- careless whisper
● mohombi- letting go
● mariah carey- melt away
● lionel richie- stuck on you
● RL(of next)- stranger in my bed
● kim yoo kyung- starlight tears


off to lalaland now, laters !