Monday, June 29, 2009

my studdy buddies

As I walk into my bedroom I see pictures,
On my wall a collection of memories.
The county fair, a movie there,
A time we don't remember where
The won't let me forget the time we share
You know I'm always thinking of you,
No matter what the time of day or place,
Cause you were my friend when there was no other
And all of my love for you can never be erase


No I never had a friend like you and I hope we stay together,
Cause somehow were gonna make it through and you'll be my friend forever,
No matter how far away you'll always have a special place,
No I never had a friend like you, no I never had a friend like you
It feels good to know your only a call away,
I reminence about the times when we would play
At the bus stop at the park, shooting ball after dark
And we knew we shouldn't be out that late
Everybody has that special someone,
And for me that someone was you
Through every strom that has proposed us,
you never left my side and always kept it true
I aint never had a friend like you


A friend like you to get me through my problems,
A friend like you I can turn to when life gets cold,
A friend like you who listens when there's nothing left to say,
Imaginging those things I used to say as we played,
A friend like you who I can cherish for life,
A friend like you the one who made me care
Eveytime I look into your eyes I pray to say
A friend like you to me, you'll always be right there...

SAMMIE - FRIEND LIKE YOU
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so this is the end of senior high school and a new beginning in the uni life.
overall i'm happy , but its the letting go and the goodbyes that i hate about farewells. i've had the best 3 years in the best senior high and with the most incredible friends everrrrrr.
i always pray and wish the best for all, for success and all the good thingd for the future !
i love 78 senior high school , batch '09 <3
and i hope i find more friends LIKE YOUUUU !!! :)

the good outweighs the bad

so , these few days have been quite tough.
yesterday there was really bad news to hear. my lil cousin, ali was taken to the hospital cause he was goin through all sorts of pain and aching since these few weeks. late night yesterday his stomache felt very stiff, his skin was bruising somehow and he felt very dizzy, and somehow his gums kept bleeding. he just couldnt get up that night, whereas at noon he was still jumping and fussing around with his other lil friends. so before anything worse happened his mum took him to ciptomangunkusumo and the doctors said ... that he was suffering from leukimia stadium 4. OMG i couldnt say anything, i was shocked ! how could a 5 year old hyperactive smart cute lil kid be diagnosed with such an illness like that. this news really stunned all my family cos weve never had this kind of illness in our family tree. but only allah knows why ...
all i hope is that ali would recover to perfect health and get back to his normal daily activities. i just cant bare to see him lay there in the hospital fidgeting with his toys alone :( come back home !!
get well soon lil cuz ! i love youuuuu <3

but as my dad said "berita buruk biasanya diselingi dengan berita gembira" (bad news are relieved by good news) and yes that wastrue !
alhamdulillah i got through my university test and passed , entering international relations of national islamic university :) amin !
i hope there will be more good news later on for ali !

*this has been my best birthday present soooo far today :)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

blog around

hm first day blogging.
just realized that my schoolmates have been blogging to redeem stress due to the long long loooong holidays soo it kinda made me curious to try it out cos they said how fun it is (is it though?)
well, i'm really not that type of person who's good at writing down things that come to mind. even worse at writing down daily events that have occured and retelling it and to be honest i have hard times on choosing the right vocab to use when i write cos my english is just getting worser by the day haha what a confession.
anyhow, blogging is something i thought i'd never try but here i am now :) not expecting readers are gonna like it-or maybe even read it but maybe it might turn out to be a good friend to accompany me in my boredemness and lonely time :)
&& a place to work on my writing AND improving my english which is just bee ayy dee!

we will see !